Gimme Ten Minutes- dA ID

Drew this real quick the other night and figured that I'd upload it for a dA ID. I'm not a morning person AT ALL, and my tolerance for people decreases with my exhaustion- XD So I thought this'd be a pretty accurate representation for myself on my profile. XD

So yeah- Got work tomorrow. And it's 12:42 am. 
//cries softly

-=Small Vent Incoming=-
In other news, I'm sorry I haven't been on much lately- I haven't had a lot of motivation to draw between school and work. I have a lot on my mind and I'm waiting to hear back on some news; depending on the answer, my mind may be a bit more at ease. I've been too tired to really get up in my free time and whenever I draw, I'm unhappy with the results I get. I'm trying different styles and different methods for drawing to find something I'm happier with, so hopefully I'll be returning to something a bit more regular.

I hope I'll find something soon because I still want to enjoy drawing like how I always have, but with things as they are, drawing for dA and its groups just stresses me out to no end. Drawing because I have to and drawing because I want to are two separate things, and I haven't felt like I've been able to do the latter for while now. 

I've actually thought about abandoning this account because I've just been unhappy with my situation, but running away from the problem doesn't solve anything. For me, drawing should be fun and something you do because you really enjoy doing it; it shouldn't be something you feel compelled to do. Groups haven't been fun for me in a while, and I want them to be fun again! I want to enjoy making my characters and using them with others.

Anyway... I think that's enough sharing from me for the night. It's 1:00 am now, and I need to get some sleep before I have to go to work. I'm tired of losing sleep and sanity over stuff like this. Maybe I just need to take a break from my problems for a while and focus on things that'll be enjoyable and something I love to do. If you've got any advice, please let me know in the comments or in a note.

Art, Person (c)